So today was half bad and half good. Mostly bad though. I just had really good pizza. Okay so anyway, this morning I was feeling a little upset and said some mean things to teddy out of anger. He proceeded to call me about 10 times and I couldn't answer because of class. Apparently teddy had asked my friend jojo to talk to me for him. I spilt my life out to jojo and then went and called teddy. After a pretty good conversation, I decided to lie and say I hu with someone here. That clearly never happened. I could tell he was really annoyed and I kept apologizing. After a little, I told him I was just kidding thinking he would be totally fine with it. It happened to be the complete opposite. He flipped out on me and it was horrible. I made him so upset and I was borderline crying. I felt like shit for the rest of the night. I still do. He hasn't texted me and I don't know what to do anymore. I love him so much. I haven't had these feelings for anyone since chris 2 years ago. He really is so amazing and I feel likt shit for making him go through this. Whatever, I'm giving him two days and then I'll talk to him. I might leave him a voicemail about how sorry I am. Anyway, we saw a magic show tonight and it was really good. I couldn't stop thinking about teddy though which kind of sucked. I'm going to try and sleep soon but for now, enjoy life and don't say anything stupid- emmacatherineeee :)