idfk

So I told teddy what happened. I felt like I could trust him, and that he needed to know what he did to me. I thought he'd want to talk to me about it, or care about me. I am just an idiot. Instead, he told me I was a ridiculous human being. And that I am useless in his life. And that if I ever did it again, everything would end. Clearly, that made me feel a shit load worse. Thanks asshole. I haven't talked to him since and surprisingly am doing really well. It just sucks. I miss people from camp. Long lake and explo. They are SO much better than these fucking people at home.